Friday December 19, 08
a blizzard warning again!
What more could a girl want.A girl who loves the snow I mean.
Last weekend SD was treated to a major blizzard... I29 was closed from Brookings to the Canadian border..weeeeeeeeeeee!!!! Oh the weather outside is frightful.........
I am so mixed up lately (no, not holiday depression)... I have this beautiful life going.. and yet I desparately want to add to my family and I feel like I can hear the clock ticking every month. Maybe I was meant to have only one? Adoption is an option in some ways only. We are getting kind of old for a lot of international places.... I love what I have... but I want another... I want her to have a sibling.... blah....
DOes that make sense? Im thrilled, thrilled to be a Mom.. I should be enjoying this first year and yet I can't stop looking ahead...
One day at a time.... such a great mantra.... if you can wrap your head around it.
Someone slow down time and let my baby be a baby for awhile longer.....

