I don't do it easily.
Love to hang on the the past, mull it over, wonder....
But the time has come.... time to start living again.... maybe not the same way but living nonetheless...
Too much goodness in life to mope around and watch it go by... time to start living it again...

Thursday I had the procedure. Not a huge deal. I got the VIP drug treatment so I was relaxed and asleep... and im sure given something to not remember a thing.... but as the time came to walk down the hall to the room I didn't want to go... I didn't want to get it over w/...cuz then I wouldn't be pregnant anymore.... weird as that sounds.... I wasnt still pregnant...

eesh... life can be hard...

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