3 years ago today.... BUbb and I got married! Feels like yesterday... and yet, so much has happened between then and now. Feels weird that I haven't even known him for 5 years....

Here we are.... happy, healthy, a beautiful baby... focused... and living life every day.... It's fabulous!

Sometimes it is good to throw caution to the wind, take a chance, find goodness and run with it. Goodness doesn't only just happen, it is made... cultured. We have a sweet recipe for goodness....

=) here's to many more im almost scared to jinx myself...but I took ibu/aleeve and a muscle relaxer exactly when prescribed yesterday and i have to say..... I was up only once over night and went right back to sleep... and today! Well, today I feel markedly better.

go me...go go go meeee ! Its almost July already...holy cow..yikes!

I am stuck in nothingness....w/ a back something or other.... muscle(s).... Finally got a scrip for a muscle relaxer but it helps me sleep for maybe 4 hours...then ... up w/ pain again....
Sucks.... sucky sucker sucks....

4th of July this weekend already.....plans are coming together good =) and get my act together earlier in the week
but for some reason the weekend seems to sneak up on me......

Evelyn and I are headed to St Cloud in MN...for some shopping and R&R.... girl time....

Have a fabulous weekend my friends.........

Great day at the pool today....




It was just a good, good day....

=) to all of the Dads out there....and to those who have dads... and to those that used to have Dads... any way you look at it, there is lots to celebrate.




Dear BUbba....

Happy 2nd FAther's Day!! You are such a good DAddy and I couldn't ask for anything else for our sweet Evelyn. My wish is for her to grow up w/ your sense of adventure and outdoorsy love. I hope she enjoys it and I look forward to your many romps out in the wilderness and that time you two will spend together. I wish for her to have your calm, sensible spirit and your amazing intelligence...but mostly I hope she grows up to see what a strong, caring father she has.

Life has been amazing since we've started our family, time has flown by and we've weathered it all w/ love and respect. Seems like the weathering never ends and i'm grateful to be able to share all we're going thru together.

Heres to many more years of Dadness and enjoying our family. To you Bubba... we love you! It is my wish that if I can be good at one thing...it's being a parent. Who knew how much work it would be. For that matter, I have an easy kid. Always has been. 16 months last SUnday....and "no" has started .... along w/ some tantrum like behavior... I've wondered when my number was up!

For Evelyns sake, I hope that I can be a good parent... firm (without a doubt)... fun and fair... but more than anything I hope to give her the confidence to go out and live life to the fullest... w/ full knowledge that I am right here, loving her all along. May she never doubt that....

***

In other words....I hurt my back. Sometimes im so uncomfortable that I hold my breath and forget to breathe....and make it worse. Sleeping last night was a chore and I wince when Ev holds her arms out to be held.... worse yet, when I have to haul her up and down stairs or pick her up off the ground. BUbba is on call this weekend so the potential for help is really lacking.

I can completely see why people start taking drugs. People w/ chronic pain. I've had pain for less than 24 hours and im ready....ready, oh so ready to take it away......


ugh.

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